Omar Samad

What an amazing past 2 days. I believe it was just meant to be for me to be there, like get this,. most of you know about the new website design I made for my site www.omarsamad.com .. these big bright colours of the rainbow .. I came up with this idea one day in Australia just a thought I had . There was a big festival taking place that weekend of nov 11th, and I was so lucky to be part of it. It seemed that everything that I believed in was at this festival, Peace Love Unity Respect .. it was called the Rainbow
Festival for Love, in celebration of World Peace Day, Nov 11th. And the Theme for this festival was the rainbow!! which is a remarkable simliar concept to that website design I did. I remember first getting there only knowing Uki San, and his friend Baba san which were both volunteers to help support the event and soon left me to my own. As I was walking past the various booths setup, I said Konichiwah to a girl and she greeted me kindly she was part of a group called the OK Cafe .. where everything is OK!! and she introduced me to her friends, and omg, what an amazing group of people they were, we sat down and talked about me for a bit, and everything and we ate food, being hand fed by some of the most beautifull girls ive ever seen! and guys too! lol but they were so warm to me, and I really got attached to them over the festival days.

There were many musicans that performed, the main stage was setup really nicely where there was plenty of room to go around. Every 30min there would be a couple of songs played that were very happy and dancy, and EVERYBODY was dancing so much! there was some traditional songs also that had pre-set movements and they did a really good job of showing off the actions first and everyone could follow allong, and omg it was soooooooooo much fun!! We danced and played all day, and the sun began to set, now im not sure of his name right now but there was a famous singer from Okinawa that came up at about 18:00 .. and I wasnt sure at all about what he was singing about but .. the vibe that was going on right about that time was unbelieveable I was already starting to get teary eyes just from hearing it the tone of the sitar, the crispness of his voice .. spectacular, suddenly I felt some arms wrap around me from behind and it was Aki San!! she started to tell me about what he was saying .. ‘he wants to take the energy that people use in the world to fight each other, to use it to love each other and take care of the earth’ .. and just wow .. tears just started streaming down, and I looked at Aki san and she was crying just as much!!!! she gave me another hug, and we started to sway to the beautifull song with the rest of the people. What an amazing moment, I also tried my best to capture some of it on video!! so keep it tooned. And the whole crowd linked arms around shoulders and we just swayed .. so amazing!!

Mayumi san was busy working away with mom on preparing some more soup for the festival.. oh yeah, I spent the previous morning in the kitchen with mom and Mayumi san, helping to prepare vegetables for the soup, (which was my job) ^^ and I did a SUPER job they said!! so for 2days I helped out with that kinda stuff in the cafe, they only let me do about 2-3 hours a day, but it was a pleasure to help. So Mayumi san quickly made me dinner for the last night here, and omg what an amazing dinner it was, chicken, black bean rice, seasoned seaweed, green tea cake, some amazing salad that i couldnt get enough of and some fresh lotus root and okra!! wow every meal that Mayumi san made was un believeable .. and I always told her it was the best meal ive ever had in my life, and everything was different never had the same thing twice!! so as I was eating Aki san came back to the cafe to drop off the rest of Mayumi sans dishes, and she started to talk to Mayumi san in japanese .. just wow . I dont think ive ever been more turned on my two women in my life, just the tones and expressions on both of them, the sounds of Japanese words , and not to mention that they are both some of the prettiest girls ive ever seen!! hehehe so then Aki san started telling me how 2morrow the festival is going to be really good as well and I should go, she showed me the schedule and I just thought to myself wow theres no way I can miss out on it, so I planned to stay till about 15:00 then leave for Tokyo fair enough. So we sat and had tea and talked for a while and eventually she left and we went to bed.

Now in the morning I quickly packed up my gear and cleaned up my quarters, ate breakfast and we were off to the festival!! this time it was Mayumi sans father that took us there, and Mayumi san was able to stay for a couple of hours, we get there and wow!! they had a big globe in the middle with all the rainbow scarfs that were made in clumps around the globe on the floor and people were hunched down by it holding on to it. what a site to see, there was a countdown in Japanese to 11:11:11:11 and wow, a minute of silence, folloewd by a speach, and people doing the wave with the scaves in their hand, what a vibe!! and as u prolly guessed it yeah we were crying!! but only teary this time heheh. So today I was making no mistake in getting one of those rainbow necklaces and I got 2 1 for Mayumi San also! and we’re never gonna take them off !!! hehe but I went and found all my friends from the OK Cafe again, and OMG they were just as happy to see me again as I was to see them!! Tiger san, Tao san, and lots of others that i forgot the names of!! hehe but they wrote down in my address book! so we walked around for abit, and soon after that I was standing on my own just watching the people around here, and some guy approached me Takahiro .. ‘I heard you are from Canada friend’ he said as he extended his hand to me. So we talked for ages, and it was amazing to connect so well with someone, he actually invited me to stay with him in Osaka .. and im regretfully writing this journal on my way to Tokyo ;( if I could be there now I would!! hehee but I think my own desire to explore abit of Tokyo in my last 2 days in Japan was a little stronger than getting to know an amazing person… which makes me wonder why I chose to go on my own to Tokyo!! But i also rememberd that I havnet unsheathed my blade in Japan yet, and the desire to do so overrides any personal desires I may have. He was truly an inspiring person that volunteers his free time to helping save sea turtles, and is going to be studying marine biology in University in Australia next year, so im deffo gonna cross paths with him again.!! but regardless .. I might go there to spend some time with him before I go yet. Probally not.. but its a nice thought to know I could make it so. So again there were more amazing songs after each other, and omg wow, its already 16:00 .. I think i better go, one by one I said goodbye again, and had to pry away, and yes!! u guessed it again!! I think spending those days in the Zen temple .. made me remember how amazing it is to be me again.. even more so!! and to walk through life with an open heart at all times, which I have been living everyday since I can remember. So wow as I was making my way out of the park, the Singer from Okinawa came on and I could hear that one song from yesterday it was one of the traditional songs with the special movements, and wow touching experience!! hehe but I kept going. and omg on my way down, I saw Tiger san with his big sign .. Stop Rokkasho (Nuclear) .. he said he was going to nara station .. to promote, and while we walked we linked arms, and chanted ‘Stop Rokkasho!!’ he made his place to the Nara station and we said our good byes again!! hehe, he started to chant even louder and also sing I lost the meaning of what he was saying, but I just watched the beauty of someone taking a stand for something they belive in .. and doing everything they can to make a difference in the world.

I got some more cash out and some food for my journey, and I was back at the cafe, I kindly asked if Mayumi san could prepare me a final meal, and she was more than happy to. and wow what a meal it was.. she kept passing me plates of food untill I couldnt have another bite!! hehe and treated me to more of her delicous green tea cake!! Sugoi !!
I was just eating the cake, and wow just realized Im leaving the cafe soon, the sounds of that Burnam woods cd was playing , and omg i just started streaming tears again! mom was asking me questions and when she looked up at me, just smiled and handed me a tissue. I finished up and began to make my way out, I got a big hug from mom and Mayumi san and promised to keep in touch, and instead of saying goodbye it was a see you soon!!

and here I am. 20:42 on the way to Tokyo.. and im a lil anxious about the hotel situation.. hehe cuz I was suppsed to be there like at 20:00 but I called and said I was going to be late, and the attendant was not too happy at all!! lol he said 21:30 maximum and hes leaving at 22:00 so I hvae to call him when i get to Tokyo and he said hed wait for me if i called before 21:30 which is theoretically possible cuz the arrival time is about that, so then its about a 20min subway to the Hotel.. so HOPEFULLY ill make it.. if not .. then ill be writing about my Tokyo Night time adventure!!! so keep it tooned everyone and remember I love you all !!

so just so u know, the dood waited up for me and i got to the hotel at 22:43 he didnt seem too bothered about it either, but on the fone he sounded like a dick about it. anyways it all worked out

zen

There are many ways to explain what zen is and before I experienced it I had a pretty sound explanation, now I know it means nothing.
I just returned from the Anataji Monestary which was a 4km hike into the mountains of Hamasaka, what an amazing place, I just wish I had more time to spend with the monks there. I was there for 2.5 days, but every moment added to the experience of a lifetime. Lucky to find one of the rare Zen temples that accept foriegners the head monk here was actually a foriegner.

The stairs.. after reaching the top of the mountain, which was one of the most beautifull hikes in my life, I came to a giant stairway of stone, that led upwards even more so. I couldnt get over the spectacular beauty of the place, I met this Japanese girl on the bus and she also was on her way to stay a few days. We were greeted by some friendly faces in the kitchen area when we first arrived. Got the tour and setup our quarters for the time being. There was 8 people in total, and interestingly enough many of them spoke english, however it didnt really matter much as there was no talking unnecessarily during the whole duration of when i was there.

03:45 was the wake up call for morning saZen (silent sitting). There was a monk running up and down the hall waving a bell, and it was almost like part of my dream waking up ina black room hearing this sound and footsteps, especially in such a foriegn place. saZen started at 04:00 we silently filed into the hall and then we took our place for meditation. I was uncomfortablefor the last part of the hour some tightness in my hips were controlling my thoughts, and I was consumed. there was a 15min walking meditation which was like the slowest walk you could ever imagine, a half a step every 4-5s .. after this, and then we followed that by another 45minutes of saZen which was much better. “STOP IT” yelled the docho-san which scared me so much, and pretty sure evryone else, it was like a slap in the face to wakeup, he was yelling at this one guy that was yawning during the walking meditation steps and i remember that clearly cuz i was looking right at him while he was yawning.lol

Initially I was still in awe, and never felt my seat of power during each of these sittings, and we broke up for breakfast. Now also when we conduct ourselves in the Monestary there is no talking at all, unless its a relative question. and most of the time we could easily follow suit to what others do as that is the way of Zen, to be aware of the surroundings .. to be aware of everything. Meals was like a race, there was a strict code of ettiquette that must be followed, from placing the chopsticks over the miso soup bowl, to the positioning of all the bowls in front of you. and it was imperative that everything must be followed. and how u sat. the chants done before and after every meal, and especialy when there was no snacking in between, and from the hard work inbetween the aura that was created while we waited and chanted reminded myself of how fortunate we are to have this food to eat, this water to drink. The monks that live here grow everything themselves, they have no money for personal possessions, or anything else, they just exist to swim in the wonderfull bliss that life is, right in the heart of the earth away from the maddening cities and tucked away from destructive power of humans .. for now. It was a magical place.

We were all assigned work, and I was paired up with the girls, Tomoyo-san, and Shinako-san. I dont know why but .. it always seems im paired up with girls naturally.. lucky me!!
our task for the morning was to chop firewood for the kitchen, which was small. So we made our way to the barn where the wood was, and we began. At first I was struggling with it using a strange technique I didnt have the flow. The monk came up to me grabbed the axe, and put a new piece of wood up, and showed me. Nara ho di neigh (I understand) I said to myself, and he made his way to continue on with what he had to do. I instantly found the hand of zen, as I watched myself do the rest, and it became a meditation as we silently worked on chopping and placing the wood up on the shelf, we had a tea break, and a lunch break, the lunch break was informal, and we were allowed to eat in the kitchen and not the dining room, however being such a beautifull day I decided to eat outside suprisingly I was the only one who wanted to eat outside which was fine by me, and what a fantastic idea as per usual, I lost the track of time, just being amazed at how beautifull it was up there, there was a distant sound of water coming from the nearby moutain stream. So back into the hall for instructions, this time we were set to harvest buckwheat and Atzuki (sweet beans). Which was so fun, under the blazing sun I went inside to get one of those Trinangle hats and it felt so kool!! like those hats are so good for keeping the sun off, and made me feel like jubei .. kibagami jubei. hehe and again while we worked in silence I found the mind of zen as the work became timeless and a pleasure to be of service.

15:00 officially done work, and time for showering, now this time, waking up so early in the day, kinda played off with my bodys schedule and I didnt have time to take a proper shit, so I wasnt feeling that good about it now, and decided to get it out, I did some yoga thats designed to get it all out and things started moving!! and shortly after took a nice hot shower, and wow just feeling amazing now!! We soon after ate. And this was an intesne meal, I mean, after working all day, we built up somewhat of a hunger for this, and when it came time to chant before we ate, to thank the universe for allowing us to eat, really resonated with me and I could feel the aura around me amoung everyone, the paitence we endured, and then finally .. Ikadakimass !! (Something like lets begin this meal together) after the meal and at the evening tea ceremony I announced that it was a honour to be welcomed into their house and to learn their way of life, and it was my final night here.

An hour and a half later, we began the evening saZen and this is where it got interesting to me, part of the way of zen in saZen is that you sit with your eyes open, and it was different to me, and finally it sat with me .. im not sure about when it was time wise, but I remember just looking at the wall and in my peripheral vision I could swear the lights were dimming and returning to normal, .. I didnt move a CM to check, but I could still see this.. wierd, and then also what was even more interesting I started to hallucinate .. yes thats right, i could see a pair of pants in the wall in front of me .. and there was a pattern of leaves that were around the crotch area.. and they were waving slightly .. like regardless ive felt this sensation before through meditation and it was amazing to be reminded of it once again, I had to close my eyes now to be sure of it, but I did, and wow.. it was there. those colourfull shapes and patterns you see when you take magic mushrooms.. (from what i hear anyways) wow, it still amazes me thinking about it, and I couldnt stop smiling now, this was it.. my seat of power is what I call it also I had tears streaming down my face, my awareness was back at one with every part of my being, I could see everything so clear, and bearing witness to all the love that exists in my life, the people around me, the connection I have with people, the energy in this room, that poor little boy and his family that I sponsor, the faces of time that paved the footsteps in my life. Shortly after .. the sound of the meditation bell rang, and it was time to leave the hall and prepare for bed. wow was it really over??! Honestly it didnt feel like it had been an hour, and I was left with this feeling .. I couldnt stop smiling, and I went into the kitchen for a cup of sencha and then I was outside under the stars..

wow, it was truly incredible out here, just as amazing as it ever had been in my life. we were on a 4km high mountain, so i wrapped myself up in a blanket or 2, and layed there with my tea. Then there it was!! it wasnt the biggest one ive ever seen, that was actually in Australia when me and Karryn were laying there looking at them, im still sad that she didnt see it at the same time, but this night, hehe was ahlg 3/4 that size and that is pretty big so prolly like 6 or 7 dots of stars connected to make a line, thats how big, pretty big eh?!!? after my tea I retired to my room. and stayed for my final night.

The mysteries of Zen revealed themselves to me during my time there. faces of the nameless monks that vibrated throughout the universe as I stepped into their path.. it was a very profound reason that I was here with them, it all was meant to be. I remember on my journey up I was worried abit that I had taken a wrong bus, and I did actually so I was behind schedule by 45min .. but I remember saying to myself that if it was meant to be it will be. and truly it was. The time there didnt give me a chance to think about anything. the time gave me the chance to remember that nothing really matters .. everything that really exists is a preception of

The train from Tokyo was a snap, 2h 45min, on a bullet train, I wasnt sure if it was a bullet train when I stepped on board, but I remember looking out the window and was just like ‘omg thats fast’. So getting to Kyoto is where I switched up to the Nara train line, and it was another 60min to get to Nara, I picked up a map from the booth I saw over on the counter, and was on my way to Yoan Cafe. So already I was sayin to myself how much of a fool I was for packing so heavy, but regardless of that I came up with a great idea of attaching the bag to my backpack with a rope, so i can just pull it! and omg made the walk so much better. So I was happy! so happy, and just walking up one of the main streets on the way, just wow, I couldnt wipe the smile off my face at all now! I was greeted with warm smiles and friendly faces all the way to the cafe! There was an old couple that were pointing out to my bag and laughing I turned around and laughed with them, and was waved them bye. The walk up these streets and neighbourhood was sensory overload.. this is what Japan was all about, this is exactly what I wanted to see and feel .. im so lucky to be here right now, but at the same time it feels so right and part of my destiny. The whole jounrey ive been on, from feeling the confidence in being enlightened to myself, I still feel there is so much more depth, and I am begining to rip my face off again, the lust for personal possessions is drifting furter away, ive already given half of the crap I brought with me, and I will do so even more so till im satisfied.

So a couple wrong turns here and there, and next thing I noticed I was there! Walking into the cafe I was greeted by one of the most beautifull woman ive ever seen and her parents, they kindly invited me inside their lovely cafe, we sat for a few minutes, and I decided to walk around for a few minutes before the sun went down. I cant wait for the chance to see these places during the day, the temples here.. are just unbelivable, im delaying the post for this so I can put the pictures btw.
and I only walked around 2 blocks!!

I came back to the cafe shorlty after I set out, and Mayumi san suggested I goto the Japanese Baths and directed me right to it. At first I was a little surprised to see a woman right at the front with all the people around, but I think its just a little more open here the nudity in some regards. but regardless it was an experience, you start off by cleaning yourself with soap thoroughly in bucket baths of hot water, and then theres a series of 4 tubs, warm with bubbles is the first tub, and secondly is an electric shock one, which I was only in there for a few min, very intersting sensation!! and then it got hotter as it goes on, and then there is a cold tub which was clutch! In there I met 2 American doods 1 of them was actually staying with me at the cafe and the other was a fellow traveller, who had plans to join us for the travellers meal tonite at the Yoan Cafe. We cleaned up and made our way back to home.

So we were upstairs just chatting and also met one of the other travellers staying here, Nala a very lovely girl from Finland who has been studying Japanese language in Osaka and been here a couple of days. ‘can come down stairs now’ we heard from the bottom floor in a beautifull voice. What an amazing site,(i was in shock else I would have taken a picture) of the table arrangement, just wow, tonite we were going to be eating our own hand rolled sushi, there was a platter of assorted fish, all fresh, and also live octopus!!! (which was my favourite!!) and a big bowl of rice, and some mushrooms with mountain potatoe, and a very unique spinach salad ive never tasted before.

Ikadaimass !! I said out and we started, Mayumi San showed us how easy it was to roll one up, and it was!! I think all those times of rollin ls backz0rz kinda helped a bit but it was amazing!! my first 2 sucked, but i was doing them perfect for the next 100 rolls hehe wow this was honestly the best meal ive ever had in my life! everything so fresh, and nice the tea to go with was just perfect aswell. there was Salmon, Tuna, Crab, Octopus, and a couple other local fishes here I forget the names of. More importantly besides the food was the company, what an amazing opportunity to meet some of most intersting and beautifull people in the world! we talked and talked and ate and ate, seated at the floor level, what an experience. its been real pleasure to be here so far and its just getting started!! Soon after dinner a good friend of Mayumi san came over to visit, omg what a kool guy!! he reminded me of Gai sensei!! very funny and pleasent to talk he sat with us for some time.

So im just like chilling with Dave now on our beds and we’ll see what gets up to 2morrow not sure if our plans align but the day has yet to be seen.